Goodbye 2024!!!
What a year….
Wrapping up this year like dang, girl…..
How many times can I pivot, shapeshift, shed old skins?
This was absolutely the year of getting really good with non-attachment. Like real, true non-attachment without even requiring a tower moment! 😂
Don’t like that, no worries - it’ll shift.
Life feels dense and heavy, all good - the winds of change will be here in no time and you’ll forget what you’re worried about or you’ll rise from the ashes cleaner and clearer than ever.
By allowing what is, I am way more present and way more connected to truth in the moment.
Revealing all the ways in which I still indulged my people-pleaser and over-performer in certain dynamics.
What’s wild is that, in my daily life I barely bring that girl to the party anymore, so she survived in the shadows and rarely came out to play.
Where I saw her come alive was in intimate relationships with those I’ve known prior to embarking so deeply on my journey of self discovery whom I rarely see irl.
A journey many in my old life don’t care for or understand.
In a moment it became clear to me exactly how much I shielded folks from the truth of me to be liked and understood. 🤮
So, when I saw that it became very clear how much I was still hiding out of attachment to my old stories and pain.
I stopped that real quick - some folks may still have whiplash.
Me, though…my relationship with me has popped off.
The love, adoration and appreciation I have for myself and my gifts has skyrocketed. 🥰
Honoring myself through the shifts and re-examining everything I held sacred out of fear of abandonment, I dropped it all without hesitation when I saw it for what it was.
The peace and freedom I now feel on the other side is indescribable. And frankly unrelatable to most.
This journey, is so not for everyone. And that is totally okay.
I used to be sad about that and wanna drag everyone along - so I’d share and teach and tell everything I was learning to those who often found me totally insane.
Stopped that completely this year. Oooh, that was a toughie. But so worth it.
Many people still think I’m insane - good.
More evidence I’m on the right path.
MY path. Finally.
True freedom.
I recognize the willingness I have to let everything fall away that is not born of truth, love and liberation is a journey that amplifies every pain, fear, discord, exposes every lie for what it is.
Separation from Truth.
Separation from Love.
Separation from God.
The ultimate lie and one I will sacrifice myself on the altar of everyday of my life to remember my wholeness, my inherent goodness, my infinite oneness.
I become unrecognizable to even myself some days, and I feel more ME than ever before.
Thank God. ✨🙏🏼🙌🏼
